I have been enjoying painting using some old secondhand Japanese brushes which I bought from our neighbor, who owns and runs a store, Japan Surplus.
|Old brushes, still in pretty good condition and so easy and convenient to paint with|
I have previously bought some brushes from them before, to add to the few that I (re)started with months ago. Looking back, as I organized all the pieces (both finished and unfinished) I currently have, I realize I would paint some, then find them all ugly or unpleasant, stop for a few years, try again, feel that I totally suck at it, then stop again, and so on. Because of this, some sketchbooks had nothing but torn out pages and I think most of the even older pieces found themselves in the trash XD
The earliest I found then, was just from 1994, but there is only one from that batch, and I remember throwing the rest away. Nowadays, I still feel dissatisfied with most of what I do. The only difference is that I have now decided to stick with it because I really enjoy it, and I cannot really do anything else except practice and focus on what I can do at the moment, until I eventually, hopefully, evolve my skill. (And of course there is plenty of thanks to Julia Cameron for all the guidance and reminders.)
So as I mentioned the last time in the previous post, I was still in the processing of coloring one of my drawings, while having finished another one. Now I have finished both, and though I am not quite happy about the first one, I shall upload it because I already said I would :D (Both are posted in the Artwork page, along with everyone else :D)
|Having received the message, she kind of waits.|
|Issho ni, moving forward|