I have set things in motion earlier tonight. I have unlocked the gates that lead to taking action with regard to a decision I have made. Despite its dreadfulness for me.
|Misses You (2013). And now, already.|
Then, soon, I must take the final step. Despite the ache and the torment.
Sleep seems to elude me tonight, and in my head, this song: "So Sorry" by Feist. And I keep thinking, we don't have to say goodbye. But then each day, the most of each day brings me to the harsh reality and bleakness of my obscurer obscurity. And so I must take the final step. Unless real saving happens. I do not know.