Although I woke up to a dark, rainy morning, I feel so sunny inside and like I am about to start a totally new life (^_^)
Things since late last week have been quite different and unusual. At first, they were brought about by quickly made decisions, until they grew into small plans which further grew into longer, greater plans which made me feel like I was on my way to something better. So last week, many things were put on hold to Get Certain Things Done :D I also initially made plans for this week and the next month. Since I made those plans things just felt right. But some time on Friday morning, a conversation brought about a certain realization that kind of confused me again, but a solution surfaced right away - and that was the workshop I attended during the weekend XD
In a nutshell the whole of my weekend went into this workshop, which is still technically not finished yet, but is already working wonders into my life (^_^) It has also cleared up several things in my mind, and I am going about slowly but surely now, with a clearer Purpose XD
I have always wanted to do and to be so many things and go to so many places but what the workshop basically did was to make me calmly see which Ones really matter the most to me and therefore which Ones I should focus on. Many things which I thought were my passions were actually just means or tools to aid or feed the passion itself and I had to distinguish which is which. I had a tough time grouping and taking out things from my lists but in the end I felt much lighter and things are much clearer that before, though I am still feeling my way around. It's great though, because now I can see more clearly what the purpose is of every action I take.
The workshop was free because it was conducted by my sister :D I suggested she conduct one for me since I realized during that Friday conversation I needed one, and so she created this great workshop for the both of us (^_^) Waking up early and sleeping late during the whole weekend was tiresome but I felt like I accomplished more in those two days than what I did in the past week! (^^,) Thank you, my dear sister, because I am more excited to move forward now than I was after I made my initial plans last week XD Let us do our best together! (^___^)